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Where Do I Begin.. ??

Where do i begin to tell you the story of how great a love can be.
The sweet love story that is older than sea.
The simple truth about the love you bring to me.
Where do i start...........

With your first hello and smile,
you gave a meaning to this empty world at mine.. there will never be
another love another time you came into my life and made the living fine.

You fill my my heart,
with very special things
with angel song, with wild imaginings.
You fill my souls with so much love
that anywhere i go, iam never lonely
with you around (by my side) i wouldn't be alone.
i reach for your hands and its always there.

How long will it lasts?
Can love be measured by the hours in a day?
I have no answer now.
But this much i can say
I know i will need you until all the stars burn away
and you will be there,
Always with your love
Just for me........

17th October,2011

17october, 2011.. yeah !! its not my birthday.. but it’s a very memorable day in my life that I never expected it would be happen^^

Me !!, and my bestfriends!!!  we are loving each other.  No secrets are between us !! i tell them mine and they tell me theirs.

  Its started when one of my bestfriend, Qudhsia getting changed on a several days before on the 17^th.  I really upset actually without telling at anybody what I felt at that time.. im always staring at her without she noticed it. I asked to myself, what a big secret that she should hide it from me..         The samething was happening on the next day till the days of 17^th..       

In the morning, as usual im coming early to school..  im sitting on a chair doing my homework  that has not finished yet.. lol :p  in addition, im also waiting for Najwa, my other bestfriend  to come.. it was her birthday on that day :D when I am pay more attention on doing my work, I didn’t realized that she was… after a few second,  ive greet her and gave her with not a really special gift..  on a sametime, Qudhsia was coming..  we both are looking at her.. I expected that she will went toward us and joined whatever we did as usual, but not.. I can see that she was busy searching something that I dunno who and what it is..  after a moment, yeah !! I got it ! she was talking with my classmate, looked like it is an important things that she dare to hide it from me..  not longer after that she came to me, and asked to accompany her going to toilet.. but i really mood out..  I don’t want ! and agains she was busy talking with them..  -.-‘

The time past….        10.00 a.m. – its time to break, yeah !! I like toh \m/ ..  me and lina, who is also my best.f were sitting playing laptop..  i dunno whats going happen on that day.. the class was quiet... some of my classmate are not inside, weird.. its not as usual, that we can easily got a nice quiet, and only a very few people inside..                                                                                                                                  ?????????  a quiet moment is change to noisy mode.. I wonder, are they going to be crazy, or any something else wrong !! :s                                                                                                         1.. 2.. 3.. they were counting, and followed by……………………………………………………….

“Happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to Najwa and Endan, happy birthday to u”~~                      :’) wow !! it’s a birthday song, with two cakes.. to Najwa…………… and Endan?? Its me!! 

Am I dreaming?? “NO !, its your belated birthday.. sorry for late celebrating your birthday” Qudhsia replied me suddenly without ­­­­­­­­­­­­i need her answer..

Im proud of her, and more glad to have a friend like her.. :D its Great !! it is even a very very precious gift for me, that I cannot forget it for a lifetime.. I knew its Qudhsia planned, and help by others.. whatever it is, thanks for your kindness guys I know youre my best classmate ever!! I know youre doing in co-orperation.. Iloveyou all 9science guys..